I Am Iris

I’m a strange girl. I laugh a lot. I laugh at everything and I laugh at myself. I’m no party girl. I rarely go to bars because it gets old. I go to the beach a lot. I love traveling. One day, I will backpack through Europe. I don’t mind toughing it up, just as long as there are decent toilets around. I rarely drink, mainly because I can’t stand the taste of liquor. I have a thing for tequila and it usually gets me in trouble with inappropriate men. I smoke but I’m not a smoker. I smoke when I’m with friends or when I need a break from work. I don’t crave cigarettes. I play poker but I’m not particularly good at it. I have a religious commitment to stilletos but lately I’ve been wearing flats because there seems to be something wrong with my feet.

I’m terrible at finances. I somehow always end up overspending. I work in Quality Assurance. I’m sick of the corporate life but I’m stuck here for now. I write. I believe I’m quite good at it. Its my voice. I would fight for the people I love. I am loyal to my family and friends. I love the way I look. I love the color of my skin. I know I’ll never be skinny and I’ll always have a few extra pounds but I couldn’t care less. I am quite independent. I can take care of myself just fine. I could be surrounded by people yet still feel lonely. I’m my own person. I’m a bit of a disaster and a bit of a screw-up. I am scary and damaged but I try to be bright and shiny. I’ve never really cared about what people say about me. I think people are too wrapped up in their own lives to think about mine.

I always try to get what I want and almost always succeed (especially with men). I’m manic depressive. I’m sad most of the time. Its a disease. I have a borderline personality. My condition is textbook. Think Winona Ryder in Girl, Interrupted. I am promiscuous but I’m not easy. I’m very picky so don’t even think that I’d do it with just anybody. I am addicted to toxic and unattainable men. I don’t fear failure. I hate secrets. Secrets should always be out in the open so people don’t hide behind them. I’m terrible with secrets, especially my own.

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I prefer knowing instead of wondering. I believe that even the worst failure or the biggest mistake beats the hell out of never trying. I have faith in goodness. I used to believe in happy-ever-after but I realize it doesn’t exist. Life will always give you crap. What matters is that its happy-right-now. I am very appreciative of the little things and I find peace in knowing that I just can’t know it all. I believe we write our own stories and each time we think we know the end, we don’t.

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Responses

  1. Hey Iris, hello from Canada.

    Congratulations for your website.
    I saw your comments on the virtualtourist forum.

    Do you have more interesting link about your trip to Hong Kong, I will be there on the summer…
    Anyway, it was nice to see your website, very interesting.

    bye now,
    Al

  2. Hello Al! Glad you could stop by and thanks for the comment. I haven’t been to Hong Kong yet. I won’t be going until October. But I did get some really good advice from the folks at VT. I hope you enjoy your trip.

  3. hi there,,would love to be friend with you

  4. Believe in yourself.

  5. Mabuhay iris kumusta ka.

  6. your beautiful.

    send me plz some info of your self.
    tnx. if it is not inconvenient to you, have me too your
    cel numb.

  7. My name is Iris to.. I am from colombia and .. well I have several things in common with you .. well besides the name.. It was impressive the stillettos thing..


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